Let me share some experiences tat i had.. when im a small girl. Althou this post is a little random..but i jus felt like sharing.
i had always been very afraid of darkness till today. one midnight as i was woken up by a feeling of insecure& fear, maybe due to nightmare or wadever.. i duno how to express how i felt at tat time. i was feeling scared. the night is dark! and i laid perfectly still for quite some time.. trying to be brave..i silently prayed to the god . until i finally calm down..after bout few hours. the feeling of fear went away.. & i opened my eyes..and i saw no one..only a piece of dark LOL i believed tat it was god .he gave me secure..& reassure the heart of mine. he has sealed faith in me.. i always believed in him. i believe God can hear us & he understand us. He is always there when we need him.. but needless to say..dark is still scary ~.~ to me .
#2 I still wonder at times how other people see me. comparisons really can kill us.. BECOS they damage our self-worth..seriously.. the more i try to be the best,the worst i get.. well but thinking positively, All i have to be is myself..who God made me as. Im sure theres a reason he created my liddat. Although i may not seemed to like my appearances.. but i have no complaints..i truly feel contented.. I tink we have to learnt to accept wad we've been given if not u wont feel happy..jus like i am..few years ago.
Few years ago.. some1 said this to me... "aiya u so ugly..no 1 will like u one la.." it really hurt me.. accepting hurtful things people say to u is not an easy thing to do.. till now,i had still been struggling with this phrase my fren said to me. it totally crushed my self confidence eh? =/ i might be ugly..but she aint any betta.. but all i know is..no 1 is ugly in this world! althou i forgave her,but i cant seemed to forget..hahas.
so i end here..
May God Bless my love ones with happiness! Hope my blog doesnt bored any of my readers (: I dont know why i suddenly love god so much.. But i tink becos i wan some1 to listen to me? <33
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