hellos.
i hope i don have any readers so tat i can post wadever i wan to =x
anyway since im not mapling today as i promised,
i shall blog:)

wad should i blog? about my current live?
live has been very shag. nothing turns out well.

family,friendship,relationship,school...

family has some problems due to the economy =/
friendship? i duno. i don trust friends
relationship? :S worst of all.
i don seem to have any feel for guys.
but don worry :S im not a lesbian -.-"
school, so tiring! morning till evening.
wearing tat disgusting uniform~ and bun up my hair :S
i just dont like it.
anyway i hope caileng don quit school <3

hope when school reopens, everything will be the same.

oh talking about blogging, when i read pearlynn's blog,
i find somethings quite true.
example....
human kill pig = correct
human kill tiger = correct
BUT... ...
tiger kill human = wrong?!

so unfair to the animals!
we human are afraid of dying
aint the animals afraid too?
save the earth! they have their living rights too.

i hope all the pathetic people who are killing these poor animals,
can stop wad they are doing.

my life is quite corrupted.
cant do anything to change the past.
hence, i don bother looking forward to the future.
no ppoint, every route for me is closed.

i aint happy at all. seriously.
nothing is true.
friends? wad are frens?
i treat them good but how did they treat me?
family?
no comments.
relationship? nothing is true too.

this world is full of fake craps.
all i can see from this world is..
LIES , BETRAYING , CHEATING , STEALING , KILLING
and alot evil things to be done.

nothing is beautiful~
maybe only music is beautiful?
yeah perhaps.
thanks to the person who created music.
u have created something beautiful for he earth (:
God will Bless You.

other than music, nothing else to me is beautiful.
the 2 MOST ugly thing in the world is... ... ... ...
1)Human hearts
2)Myself

human hearts.
they can betray their consciencious.
doing something bad to harm others, for money or for fame.

myself.
im the most ugly person on earth.
look at me. and i don bother to explain anymore.
sick of myself.
maybe i should go for plastic surgery from head to toe.

im not happy. but im not sad too.
i jus don have any feel for this world..
seeing others at a pathetic status,
tat i cant even help. wad can i do to help?
i cant even help myself. i really wished im invincible.
which is impossible.

i know my english sucks.
only some of my friends can understand it.
ok im tired of typing. ending here!~

MayGodBlessYou