Ever since im in this bird school,
i've seen all kinds of new character which i had nvr see before.
i've also encounter alot of bad things too.

but, overcoming the pasts,
i continued to mvoe on and try to make more new friends.
however, i realised something new.

wad is friendship?
friendship is jus a lie.
it can be flip over in a second.
but why do i still care so much about friends?
i do wonder. but i just cant help it. i love friends.

anyway lets put this aside 1st.
today 1st period in class was quite enjoying at 1st,
but because of some grouping things,
which the bird teacher organised,
made some friends mad at me.

some wad, i suddenly recieve a bad feeling from my entainer.
(incase u duno wad is entainer : a long thing above the radio
which recieves information from the solar system)

my frens let me team with the team i wan to.
i feel guilty somehow which i duno why
but they did not do tat by willingness.
but they stil let me. im grateful. but i don wan to spoil their
atmosphere. so i changed the team back after the lesson personally.

true enuff, my friends were talking about me D:
i cant believe tat my frens will be angry with me
for so fast. 1 min before we r happy.
but 1 min after, angry already. quite stunning.
i don wan to explain or to say anythings.
becos no1 will believe me.
i don wan to be view as a "act innocent"
although i think i had no wrongs.

although the frenship aint long nor deep,
but as valene said, this is a friendship test.
true enuff, it aint strong.

Dionna ah Dionna,
you are always causing unwanted troubles
friends dont like u. please siam la hor. (:
nobody will accept who u are.

due to my important category towards my frens,
wad ever they say either make me veryvery happy,
or veryvery sad.

i cant find someone to talk to.
my head is bursting jus by thinking of the image in the morning.
the guilty in me, the hotness in them.

anyway, i've give them the way they wan things to be.
which is. . . let them team the person they want.
i already take 2 new forms and write the names of group members
in.

i dunknow how to tell them this, so i will jus type in my blog.
so now , for this tiny matter,
i dont care if they will talk to me again,
i've done what it should be done.
although i hope they will,
cos they are fun.

i'll jus study finish this course...
for the sake of studying so as to not let my parents down.
im totally mentally prepared to solo in school.
be at 1 corner which i had nvr b4.
to pass the rest of this year until i graduate.
since i cant communicate with most of the cliques in class.

quite disappointing but yeah tats it.
time to go off. byes.

MayGodBlessYou