mood swing mood swing! i hate myself !! i dislike myself !! ALOT !
I WONDER. . . how ugly people outside face the world? i walk on streets, looking on the ground. feeling so despised. because im fucking SHORT.
i don like the life my mom gave me. i seriously had the thoughts of commiting suicides oftenly. but i do not wan anybody to feel sad for me!
i don dare to look at people. afraid they will despise me.
im envious of perfect people with their looks. they walk so confidently. they walk with pride.
Y AM I IN THIS WORLD? why cant i choose ?!?!?!?! i do not wan to continue life like this. i don wan my life ! if only i can exchange my life with those people who need it more than me! i SIMPLY CANT find anything to appreciate myself.
shortties often get bullied. get despised. do those "TALL" people know how we actually felt?
thinking of the past, people often say me D: even my relatives. wads wrong with these people? wads wrong with being short. issit a sin?!?! life has completely no meaning. jus living day by day. life have come to the end for me.
i had enough! i have been controlling my anger since im 13. until now, i even forget how to get angry.
im afraid to hurt others. therefore, im fine with anything. but why cant others think for me too? ******* if only i can talk louder and jus scream at them. i think they will treat me as an alien. i hate my personality. i dont wish to treat people so well. but i just cant & dunknow how to reject their request oftenly. wad am i? i dun know.
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