i hate this i hate this.
i have bad lungs.
but my dad keep smoking.
without considerating,
he pollute my whole house with ash.
mother FUCKER .
im sorry for being harsh.
but im really pissed off.

i cant cut my hands becos
i have to do practical lessons in school.
so i slap my self again and again
real hard. but i cant feel any pain.
feel like taking a knife to cut my face
cut my lungs and nose.

i seriously need something to
vent my stress and anger on.

when im typing all this,
i've been coughing all the way.
so irritating. !!!!

why?! why issit tat when i chose
to live my life back to the correct way,
i have people like this in my life?
i freakin hate smokers.
if wan smoke,
go other place la !

MayGodBlessYou