Im trying.
Really trying very hard.
to improve myself.
am i really that bad?
i dont know.
i feel so useless.

my hope for everything,
was mostly shattered.
wads the point of living?
for my family.

my course require pretty girls.
but when taking class fotos,
i feel so embarassed.
so embarassed to let people know wad course i am from.
not becos the course is lousy.
but becos im ugly.
i think the teacher pity me , tats y let me go into the course.



MayGodBlessYou