Im writing my heart out.
Im only/already 17.
there is still a long way for me to go.
and there are many obstacles waiting for me to go through also.
i hope my parents stop treating me like a child.
i know they meant well for me.
But i hope they will let me go,
explore the world myself and do wat i wan.

in life, there is no such things as a smooth & perfect life.
every one will do/go wrong sometimes.
i will take it as a lesson
and learn when growing up.
its a process of growing.
Everyone has a dream,
and not everyone will pursue it.
because they lack confidence.

but i wan to pursue my dream.
i hope u can support me
and not pour me cold water.
i hope u have confidence in me,
and dont doubt me. can you?
i want/need your support mom!

So, even if i do/make the wrong decision,
i will take responsibility myself and face it.
because im in the process of growing.
i wont give up until i become successful.
i wont let you down.
and i know wad is right & wrong.
i wont be ungrateful.
if not i will die terribly :)

I have written wad im thinking.
i know im sometimes lazy,
and when im young, i might do things only halfway.
tat caused your doubts.

but, this is a new year.
i want to start it right.
starting from this year.
even if u don support me,
i will still do wad i wan.
but it takes a longer time for me.
so of course i hope you will
allow access for my life more smoothly.

i want to earn loads and give my family a super good life.
i want and i need to do it.
because of aging, i wan to let all these speed up.
so you can enjoy more.

thanks! and love you :)
MayGodBlessYou